does anyone else feel guilty when they're not preparing?

i've noticed something recently.

even when i'm taking a break, watching a movie, playing a game, or just spending time with friends, a part of my brain keeps reminding me that i should probably be doing something related to interviews.

maybe solving leetcode.
maybe working on a project.
maybe applying to more jobs.

the weird thing is that when i'm preparing, i think about taking a break.

and when i'm taking a break, i think about preparing.

it feels like i'm stuck in this cycle where i'm never fully relaxed and never fully satisfied with my preparation either.

i know it's important to have a life outside of coding, but with placements and the current job market, it's hard not to feel like i'm falling behind whenever i stop.

just wondering if anyone else feels the same way or if it's just me.

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