I'm about to do a Google phone screening but I'm feel like even if I get to the onsite, I'm probably going to fail anyway. I busted my ass studying for a Meta onsite a few months ago and while I'm better at LC now, I don't think I'm going to succeed anyway because Google seems even harder.

Anyone else feel like this pursuit of joining a FAANG company is insane? I have 9 YOE as a software engineer and about a year of LC so far but I don't feel like I'm going to be good enough. The odds seem completely against me. I do have a master's degree in CS but no from a good college.

I'll definitely try but I really feel like I'll just be another one that bites the dust.